xxPamelaxx

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Sketchfu-ing since 08/15/2010 (user #107031)

20, female, single

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About xxPamelaxx

Hey im Pamela Smith I'm a preppy, southern Daddy's girl fascinated by anything pink, polka-dotted, and/or monogrammed. I am somewhat high maintenance, almost always perfectly manicured/pedicured, and have a really unhealthy addiction to shoes, purses, and accessories and here is 100 facts about me:

1. I am addicted to stationery and pens and can never seem to have enough.

2. My favorite flowers are calla lilies – I especially love the pink ones. My favorite “fun” flowers are pink and green gerbera daisies.

3. I love all things monogrammed and will try to put a monogram on anything.

4. I am obsessed with product – hair product, skin product, makeup – and am always buying it.

5. I am completely type A and that sometimes makes life a little stressful.

6. I am afraid of birds, bridges, and clowns and will freak out at the sight of any of them.

7. I have a problem of always wanting more, which means I’m never really satisfied. I refuse to settle and it’s exhausting.

8. I'm really not sure what I want in life and I feel like at 28, I should…but I’m working on it.

9. I sometimes miss being naïve.

10. I worry that my dog deserves better.

11. My two biggest fears are failure and waking up one day wishing that I had done things differently.

12. I’m really bad at telling people how I feel.

13. I’m pretty high maintenance.

14. 100% Capricorn

15. I usually laugh at the most inappropriate times.

16. Making it work and carrying on.

17. Bon Jovi’s biggest fan.

18. NOT a morning person.

19. A work in progress.

20. Seriously OCD and anal-retentive.

21. I enjoy uncomfortable silences.

22. Big sunglasses had me at hello.

23. I’ve loved Joey McIntyre since I was 7 years old, and I’m not ashamed to admit it.

24. Perfectly imperfect.

25. Sweet tea is like crack to me.

26. A lot of people have told me I’ve changed, but the truth is I think I’ve just found myself since leaving Small Town, USA.

27. I’m an unapologetic Christian, conservative Republican.

28. I’m am quite impatient.

29. I get through many situations by asking myself “What would Carrie Bradshaw and Rebecca Bloomwood do?”

30. I like ketchup (a lot) but not tomatoes.

31. My daddy will always be my hero.

32. I have a really unhealthy addiction to shoes, purses, and accessories.

33. I live out of my planner and am not sure that I could function without it.

34. A work in progess.

35. I don’t adapt well to change.

36. I lied on my driver’s license – I said I was 5’4” and I am barely 5’1”

37. I can’t whistle.

38. I have seen the Thunder From Down Under in Las Vegas. It was an experience. Enough said.

39. I am a compulsive list maker.

40. I am fascinated by complex things and am very analytical.

41. I’m a proud Georgia girl.

42. If someone reads my magazine or watches something on my DVR before me, I get upset because I think they took all of the good “read” or “watch” out of it.

43. I cannot wear sweat pants or any pants in the sweat pant family in public because I feel like it will appear that I have given up on life.

44. I sometimes think that I won’t ever be the person I was meant to be.

45. I despise, abhor, and border on hate, people who are not motivated to be better. (Harsh, I know.)

46. I’m clumsy – I fall going up stairs, run into walls, and trip on flat surfaces.

47. I don’t get nearly enough sleep and always seem to be running on almost empty.

48. I like all of the music in my iTunes, except when it’s on shuffle.

49. I’m a small town girl, and beginning to realize that that’s okay.

50. I am almost always perfectly manicured and pedicured.

51. My favorite drink is a blueberry lemondrop martini.

52. I’m working on finding my signature scent.

53. I think the world would be a better place if everyone had a Southern accent.

54. Just a little Southern hospitality.

55. I bleed Georgia Bulldogs red and black and will never own any shade of orange - it's not even close to being in my color wheel.

56. I think I am a thoughtful gift-giver and would rather give the perfect gift than receive one.

57. I think being late is inconsiderate and rude.

58. I always write thank-you notes.

59. I love Chuck Bass.

60. I am an etiquette snob.

61. I adore Martha Stewart.

62. I think the American Flag has lost its meaning and that makes me sad.

63. I am very much a Daddy’s girl.

64. I'll take it in pink, please.

65. I take pride in being a Southern girl.

66. I believe in retail therapy.

67. I think confidence is what makes a girl sexy.

68. I am 24 years older than my only sibling.

69. I think that first impressions really do matter.

70. I think the express elevator to the shoe floor in Saks is like an elevator straight to heaven.

71. I’ve stopped believing in the fairytale and happy endings and started believing in good days.

72. My name is Christina, but I’ve spent my whole life being called Chrissy. It annoys me, but I never correct them.

73. I love taking pictures, but hate having pictures taken of me.

74. My favorite time of the year is Christmas – it reminds me of the good times of my childhood.

75. I’m going back to school, and while it’s not easy, it will be worth it in the end.

76. I have a secret crush on John Cena.

77. I am impulsive and frivolous, but rarely have buyer’s regret.

78. My parents divorced when I was 21, and it has affected me in ways I never thought it would.

79. I could eat York peppermint patties until I go into a sugar coma.

80. Between coloring and highlighting, I haven’t seen my natural hair color since I was 13.

81. I want a child but am terrified that I won’t be a good mother.

82. I think the tanning bed is relaxing, and often provides some of the best 15 minutes naps.

83. I love entertaining and planning events.

84. I am in hot pursuit of a pink Birkin.

85. I don’t make New Year’s resolutions, but I do have a general “I Will…” list that is not year specific.

86. I love quotes and song lyrics and can always find one to fit anything feeling, situation, or circumstance.

87. I want to be BFF with Clinton Kelly.

88. I took piano lesson for years when I was younger, and wish I still knew how to play.

89. I truly believe that sororities help shape us into the women we become.

90. My favorite piece of jewelry is a diamond heart necklace my daddy gave me when I turned 18.

91. I hate cynicism and feel that it doesn’t accomplish anything.

92. I think Crocs are the ugliest shoes ever made and there will never be a situation for which they are appropriate.

93. During a four month span in 2009, I road-tripped through 27 states with a friend (not including the trips that necessitated flying) living out our pre-adolescent NKOTB dreams, all while working full-time.

94. I never fully understood what people meant when they said something or someone had changed their life until my daddy was diagnosed with cancer.

95. I think NYC = love

96. Sometimes when I say “I’m fine” I want someone to look me in the eye and say “Tell the truth.”

97. I think every girl deserves a good spa trip every few months.

98. High school was not the best years of my life and I have no desire to go back for any reason, including reunions.

99. My favorite movie since the 8th grade has been Gone With the Wind.

100. I can be a bit judgmental and jump to quick conclusions, but I'm working on it daily.

Any more just ask. I dont think you neeed anymore though. Hehe


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Im letting go

It’s never an easy thing to realize that you’re growing apart from one of your closest friends, but lately this realization has been hitting me in the face on an almost daily basis.

We came together when we needed each other most, and provided each other with much need laughter…and sometimes shoulders to cry or lean on. She was like my counterpart, my other half – we were practically the same person. We laughed together, cried together, shared so many of life’s moments together. But now it’s like we’ve hit a dead end, like we’re two different people. There are no definite reasons why, no one or nothing to blame. Maybe life just took a different turn and we were forced down a path we hadn’t planned on taking.

People are continuously growing and evolving and sometimes as we change, our friendships change too. I feel as though I’ve grown a lot over the past few months – I have new thoughts, new attitudes, my choices are different. I even feel differently about myself – I know more about who I am and I have different priorities in my life than I did even six months ago. Through this growth, I’ve learned so much, not only about myself, but about the type of people I want to surround myself with. And sometimes, no matter how much you wish it to be true, the other person just doesn’t grow in the same direction. It’s not personal, it’s just a part of life. And I’ve had to come to accept that change is unavoidable, it’s a forever thing, and with that change comes friendships gained and, sometimes, friendships lost.

Change is an inevitable part of life, and it’s a painful thing to realize that in the midst of change, a friendship has been outgrown. It’s been a grieving process – there is hurt, sadness, questions of why and how did it come to this, I’ve been regretful of my own actions and wondering if there’s anything more I could have done, and finally, acceptance. I’ve finally learned to accept it and move on. It’s never easy to give up someone who has been a part of your life. Some broken friendships can be mended and can grow stronger, while others just aren’t meant to last. And I’m okay with that. I’ve made my peace with that, and I’m ready to move forward with true joy and contentment knowing that we’ve both had a positive impact on each other, and I will always carry a part of her with me no matter where I go in life.

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