lookatmepanda

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Sketchfu-ing since 06/16/2011 (user #226476)

female, single

23 drawings

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About lookatmepanda

Ok. So I don't have hazel eyes. I have a ring of green and a ring of brown. I may not have the highest level of courage. But I care deeply about those who care to penatrate my wall. I have many fears, and some of them are ridiculous. And not very long ago I faced the biggest one. I told the guy I liked that I did like him. So what if he already knew? I told him, and he couldn't believe it if he had heard it from others. He would have had to hear it from me to know that it was true. So now I know he understands why I like to talk to him a lot. It makes me feel better it's out in the open between us, but I'm scared of what he could do to me with that information. He could tell every one we know, or he could use that against me do get me to do things. I have the feeling he will never like me back. So, yes. I am sorry for liking you _ _ _ _. And I'm only a mystery few people will ever crack.

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You broke my heart, and now the place you left is black. That means my soul, my nails, my clothes, my heart, and my life.

I'm nice. Unless you do something to me that i can't forgive you for. My friends and family mean the most to me. I hate when i don't get the truth from people. And I'm not perfect. Far from it if you can actually count all my flaws, which you can't. I can be different around different people. I'm not always the same 'me' all the time. Yeah, I'm quite, but that gives me a different way to express myself. So, you can go ahead and judge me, but I can and will judge you right back, maybe not always in the same way, maybe with different thoughts, and maybe with a few feelings how things turned out. but its me so deal with it.

awake.... those hours bring the most hurt but the most joys too. but the time spent asleep brings a place free of pain but of joy too. which would you choose? when both is equally bad as the other. i hate the hurt, but i love the joy. i welcome that place i end up in my sleep but i also hide from it... huh... i wish we could choose what we feel then we wouldnt be so hirt and destroyed as we are, and be what we are. but the hurt gives us our strength and the joy gives us our peace... funny thing that life makes us into... we always strive but never make it to where we really want to end up.... but we never know till the end where we want to be...

i wanna be that stupid person that lays down a wild card in phase ten. i wanna be that quite kid that has the attitude and gets in trouble just to be different for a change. i wanna be that invisable kid tha is only noticed by the people who really matter. i wanna be that person who can prove people wrong with what they can do no matter what it is, well depends.. i wanna be happy with who I am. i wanna be that person who doesnt care what others think. but mainly, this descibes it, I WANNNA BE ME! not some one eles who doesnt even resemble me!

ok. so what? i wanna be perfect for me. i wanna make others smile all while being me. i wanna ask every one i know what they would say to me if they knew i only had two days to live. i wanna go see the world. i wanna go and do the things i've naver had the courage to do. i wanna see what i will become. i wanna see if i can fly in anyway, not like a bird, but anyway. i wanna see the effect i've had on others. i wanna know the things i may have done and what consequinses they will or would have. and only time can tell all that but time is all we got to see what life has on us. and 99.9% of the time, life never tells, you have to figure it out.