Say_Hi

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Sketchfu-ing since 05/21/2011 (user #214197)

15, female, taken

location: In the middle of a mental war zone... cant life be easy for a change???

ahhhhhh!!!!!im sooo ugly!!!!

About Say_Hi

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STATUS: hard times getting easier with the love of my life... :):


Ask me anything at: http://ask.fm/Skeletenbuttely


WARNING:
This teenage girl may have meltdowns, cry hysterically,
try to self-harm, throw her phone across the room,
and won't have
any real friends so she will sit in her room and listen
to music all day long.
To undo this terrible madness, somebody must find
her and then tell her that they love her very much.
They must mean it with all of their heart.
♥



Being in a relationship
isn't about the kissing,
the dates, or the showing off.
It's about being with someone
who makes you happy in a way
no one else can



HAPPINESS STARTS WITH
ONE WORD
ONE JOKE
ONE TEXT
ONE CALL
ONE SONG
ONE HUG
ONE KISS
AND STOPS WITH ONE MISTAKE



all i want is someone who:
- will play video games with me, no matter how bad they are
- take long drives with me just to scream the songs on the radio
- will wrestle with me, and try their hardest to win
- will watch Disney movies with me when i'm bored
- will jump on my bed with me
- will act like a total idiot with me in public
- will lay out in the grass and watch the cloud
- will challenge me at any board game
- will tell me how stupid i am when i do something dumb
- will laugh at my corny jokes
- will love me for me



I miss the days when promises weren't just words.

I miss the days when keeping your friends close and enemies closer was simple because you knew exactly who the enemy was. Now, you can't tell them apart.

I miss the days when you could be friends with a boy.. When your friends didn't stab you in the back, & girls weren't such b/tches. When your mother actually trusted and talked to you.

I miss being a child. An innocent, stupid, child.



Before you assume, learn the facts.
Before you judge, understand why.
Before you hurt someone, feel.
Before you speak, think.



You want to know the truth?
What everyone thinks of you?
Well, there are some people who think you're ugly.
There are some people who think you're weird.
There are some people who just don't like you.
There are some people who just find you annoying.
But.. you forget you live in a world of more than 6,840,000,000 people.
So, with that.. those people don't matter.
There are many people who think you're pretty.
Who think you're beautiful.
Who think you're drop dead gorgeous.
There are many people who think you're adorable.
Who don't find you one bit annoying & who love you.
Just remember, those are the people who matter.



Behind this smile of mine
lay words that go unsaid.
words of love, anger, and hate
all repeating inside
My head.



We all come around one
boy in life that we fall
instantly for and we can't
help but fall for them each
time we talk, look, be with
them, or even hear their
name. The butterflies you
get when his name comes
on your phone and the
sick gut feeling whenever
he doesn't text back
instantly and you start to
get jealous that he's
talking to other girls, and
everything about him you
just adore! He's so perfect
to you... and you can't help
but love him even more!



i love you for giving your heart to me
and trusting me with your pride
i love you for wanting me
and needing me by your side

i love you for the emotions
i never knew i had
i love you for making me smile
whenever i feel sad

i love you for your thoughts of me
where im always on your mind
i love you for finding that part of me
that i never thought i'd find

i love you for the way you are
and for how you make me feel
but most of all I LOVE YOU
because i kow you are mine for real



When I cry about one thing, I end up crying about everything that's messed up in my life.



I don't care if you're
Black,
White,
Straight,
Bisexual,
Gay,
Lesbian,
Short,
Tall,
Fat,
Skinny,
Rich,
or Poor.
If you're nice to me, i'll be nice to you.
Simple as that.



I’m not skinny. I’m not fat. I’m not hungry. I’m not full. I’m not pretty. I’m not ugly. I’m not funny. I’m not boring. I’m not smart. I’m not dumb. I’m not worthless. I’m not perfect. I’m not the best. I’m not the worst. I’m not content. I’m not not okay. I’m not helpless. I’m not self-sufficient. I’m not surrounded by many people. I’m not alone. I’m not wanted. I’m not unwanted. I’m not all smiles. I’m not all tears. I don’t have a purpose to live. I don’t have a reason to leave. I’m not worthy of love. I’m not deserving of hate. I’m not the strongest person. I’m not the weakest person. I’m not ready to live. I’m not ready to leave this world behind. I’m not moving forward. I’m not moving back. I’m not skinny. I’m not fat. I’m not hungry. I’m not full. I’m not pretty. I’m not ugly. I’m not funny. I’m not boring. I’m not smart. I’m not dumb. I’m not worthless. I’m not perfect. I’m not the best. I’m not the worst. I’m not content. I’m not not okay. I’m not helpless. I’m not self-sufficient. I’m not surrounded by many people. I’m not alone. I’m not wanted. I’m not unwanted. I’m not all smiles. I’m not all tears. I don’t have a purpose to live. I don’t have a reason to leave. I’m not worthy of love. I’m not deserving of hate. I’m not the strongest person. I’m not the weakest person. I’m not ready to live. I’m not ready to leave this world behind. I’m not moving forward. I’m not moving back. I’m not skinny. I’m not fat. I’m not hungry. I’m not full. I’m not pretty. I’m not ugly. I’m not funny. I’m not boring. I’m not smart. I’m not dumb. I’m not worthless. I’m not perfect. I’m not the best. I’m not the worst. I’m not content. I’m not not okay. I’m not helpless. I’m not self-sufficient. I’m not surrounded by many people. I’m not alone. I’m not wanted. I’m not unwanted. I’m not all smiles. I’m not all tears. I don’t have a purpose to live. I don’t have a reason to leave. I’m not worthy of love. I’m not deserving of hate. I’m not the strongest person. I’m not the weakest person. I’m not ready to live. I’m not ready to leave this world behind. I’m not moving forward. I’m not moving back. I’m not skinny. I’m not fat. I’m not hungry. I’m not full. I’m not pretty. I’m not ugly. I’m not funny. I’m not boring. I’m not smart. I’m not dumb. I’m not worthless. I’m not perfect. I’m not the best. I’m not the worst. I’m not content. I’m not not okay. I’m not helpless. I’m not self-sufficient. I’m not surrounded by many people. I’m not alone. I’m not wanted. I’m not unwanted. I’m not all smiles. I’m not all tears. I don’t have a purpose to live. I don’t have a reason to leave. I’m not worthy of love. I’m not deserving of hate. I'm just me and
I'm just sad.



if you look at the word " beautiful " carefully,
you could learn a valuable lesson.
Each letter, is a different shape and size.
Some are short and big, some are tall and big,
some are small and short, and some are tall and small.
without one letter, the word wouldn't make sense,
it wouldn't look right, it wouldn't sound right.
It would change the word, completely.
Now think of yourself in this example.
You're a part of this world. Everyone is
a different shape, size, color, etc. But we all contribute to
this world in some way.
If someone left this world, it wouln't be the same.
It would be less beautiful. It would change the world completely.
Something would always be missing.



you will never see the weakness in me
if only you knew what you did to me....
i'm falling to pieces bit by bit,
go on do it throw another hit.
Make me feel like sh!t.

You knock on my door,
But it's too late,
I'm on the floor,
Blood pouring out my veins.
you should feel such a shame,
but you won your stupid gameeee......

but i'm falling to pieces bit by bit,
go on do it, throw another hit.
and make me feel like sh!t.....
Yeah i'm falling to piecess bitt by bit.
So go on,
i dare you.
Take another
ohhhh
take another
ohhh
take another hit.



I don't want somebody perfect.
Perfection makes you boring,
Imperfection makes you YOU.



I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful. I'm torn. I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm scared. I can't. I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful. I'm torn. I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm scared. I can't.I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful. I'm torn. I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm scared. I can't.I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful. I'm torn. I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm scared. I can't.I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful. I'm torn. I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm scared. I can't.I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful. I'm torn. I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm scared. I can't.I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful.I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful. I'm torn. I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm scared. I can't.I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful. I'm torn. I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm scared. I can't.I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful. I'm torn. I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm scared. I can't.I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful. I'm torn. I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm scared. I can't.I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful. I'm torn. I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm scared. I can't.I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying. Why me? I'm empty. I can't do this. I'm alone. I hate life. Nobody understands. I'm dying. I give up. I can't. I'm sad. I'm awful. I'm torn. I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm scared. I can't.I'm hurt. I'm broken. Can't you see? I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I want to die. I'm hurting. I'm crying.
I'm fine



You have 30 seconds.
30 seconds before that person walks away.
30 seconds before it all fails.
30 seconds before it all ends.
30 seconds before you realize what you're losing.
30 seconds before you understand life.
30 seconds before a flashback from being 7.
30 seconds before you regret not spending time with them.
If you had 30 seconds before you were about to die,
what would you say?



a locked door, a rusty razor, a towel stained with red.
a folded note, a broken mirror, a young girl lies there dead.
their emotions tangle, the room begins to swirl.
she was mommy's perfect angel, and daddy's little girl.


THE END

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djgamer1 wrote (4 months ago)

Your welcome and thank you

djgamer1 wrote (4 months ago)

I think you are

djgamer1 wrote (4 months ago)

Hyou are not ugly you are beautiful!!

jay3035 wrote (about 1 year ago)

DONT READ THIS COS IT REALLY WORKS!YOU WILL GET KISSED ON THE NEAREST POSSIBLE FRIDAY BY THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE!HOWEVER IF YOU DONT POST THIS TO AT LEAST 3 PROFILES YOU WILL DIE WITHIN 2 DAYS!NOW THAT YOU GOT READING DONT STOP THIS IS SO SCARY!SEND THIS TO 5 PROFILES WITHIN 145 MINUTES AND YOUR CRUSHES NAME WILL APPEAR ON THE SCREEN IN BIG LETTERS!THIS IS SO SCARY BUT REALLY WORKS

skittlez10101 wrote (about 1 year ago)

i like evinesince
hey u like Black Veil Brides ?
im gonna add u k?
btw u R pretty its ok i feel the same way bout myself

Charlottethecutey wrote (about 1 year ago)

That alright, you are really pretty btw x

tdwtbriana wrote (about 1 year ago)

Thanks for joining my app. :)

kingdom_hearts_fan21 wrote (about 1 year ago)

will admit, is prty sweet

ninaandray2001 wrote (about 1 year ago)

Thanks for the cheer on Bob Pooted. :D

crystal_16 wrote (about 1 year ago)

thx for the add