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Friday, July 15th, 2011. 9:04 pm (New brunswick time)
Well I decided to filter out all the old crap I posted up on this thing what...? Two years ago? Have I bin on that long? I thought it was a year XD Well anyway, my profile was considered 'fairly cool' last time, but now I'm going for the awesome title of 'Cool.'
This was the first day Harry potter 7 part 2 came out, and I went to see it... It was awesome... but now its over and its kinda sad if you think about it... Its just me, :P Well its rather late... Nah I'm just kidding, but now I'm watching NARNIA 3 because its to awesome. Just finished with Dispicable me. XD Its cold for July today, and its just cool that way, (pun intended)
Well as you saw at the title (If you actually spend time reading what I put up) Then you would have noticed I put in brackets, New brunswick time. Yes I'm in New brunswick because its awesome. I've bin here for quite a while and leaving soon :( Which is sad...
I NEED AN IDEA OF WHAT TO DRAW, SO FEEL FREE TO COMMENT, AND PLEASE don't say cat ._.
I've had a strange additction to snakes. I've bin resurching them up, and can't help learning about them. My favourite family of snakes is the Elapidae family. It is the most lethal out of the five families and is awsome because it has the cobra's in it. Yes my all time favourite snake is a Red Spitting Cobra. Look if up if you don't know what that is.
And finally... You know to be honest I'm thinking right now on what to put as my 'and finally.' Gah X.x well I'll let you know when I figure that out. For know... NARNIA!!! XD
Saturday, July 16th 2011, 7:39 pm (New Brunswick time)
Well the days are slowly ending and its getting close to both my birthday and the day when I leave New brunswick and make the long car ride home.
I got three new awesomely old books, called:
'Brotherhood of the Rose'
'Deadfall'
and last but not least,
'A key to death.'
All sound interesting, all I will finish in the period of a month. I read fairy slow, but I'm not the slowest. I read a lot however. I am a HUGE fan of
WARRIORS (warrior cats)
and
STEPHEN KING (Any of his books)
Well other than that, its bin an ok day, not the greatest, not the worst... Ok
Sunday, July 17th, 2011. 12:05 am (NB time)
Well I had this rant with my friend about Lion king, and I say it is really stupid, so here is my rant, because I really didn't want to forget about it:
Yes it is! Its about a lion who was really annoying, he set his dad up not knowing it, watched his father die, runs off, and has many memories of his past. He lives with two REALLY annoying characters that are suppost to be his prey, but he doesn't eat them for some reason but eats bugs. A girl lion comes, finds him, and tells him that he needs to save every body but he doesn't want to because he is scared for some reason. Later he leaves, goes and finds the person who set him up to kill his dad, has some real epic battle that is really short, but since half of it is in slow-mo it makes the horror last longer. He kicks his uncle off a huge rock, and miraculously lives only to be eaten by a bunch of hyenas. Then the annoying older lion goes and roars and its a happy ending, and for some reason none of the other lions even think to eat the two annoying friends of simba. Yea, its boring -.-
Sunday, July 24th , 2011, 8:47pm, (Back to normal time)
Well, Its my Birthday... Yay, I really don't feel any different considering I woke up in a hotel room only to be rushed in a car and drive for the remaining time it gets to go back home. It was rather boring I must say, but I don't care.... Sorta.
So its just another normal day today... Hopefully next year turns out a little better.
I think its the 28th of July... But I'm really confused right now so x3
Well, I got a real good idea for a new story, and I worked on the story all night x3 More less, almost the whole night. I feel asleep, only to be woken up by my darling cat Hades <3 biting my cheek. Love ya Hade's
A gloomy day
To be honest, the whole thing about life and death seems so confusing, I'd rather not think about it. I'm crazy, I can literally feel myself slowly going insane because of all the life that I have seen slip away, and every day I seem to be reminded how horrible it is to be mortal, but how terrible it is to be immortal. You can't win, that the thing. Me myself? No I'm not scared of death, I know better. Yes death is sad, but living is painful. Without pain, there is no happiness. The true secret to immortality is living a life worth remembering. You want to do something, you really want it, you only have one life to do it, so why live with regrets? Why sit there every day wondering what it would have bin like wondering what it would have turned out to be. I've before wondered what it might be like to give up the painful race, and came close to it, but stopped, one day I'll die, but not today, there will be days for morning, there will be days filled with laughs and smiles, there will be pain, and there will be love. Every human has it, once, at least once. It seems silly to me with killing yourself, but then I start to think, is it? Is it really? I mean there usually is a reason for it, and when it happens people around just seem... so... Helpless, and useless. The fact with this is go forward, you get hurt on the way, you are never not touched by thorns of fate, but thats what it means to be human, you hurt things, you get hurt, you loose things, you gain things. You get hurt, you need some thing to bandage that up right? And if you can't find bandages then you seek aid. If I ever think about dying, I go, I go away from everyone and everything, I seek my inner sanctum, I seek the one place that can put me at ease. That keeps me coming back, that keeps me alive, that is what keeps the peace that is within me. No one can hurt me, no one can touch me, not when I'm at peace, you'll never hear me cry or scream because I am what I want to be, I do what I want to do, and I hope to look back at my life as a one to remember and do again.
A mere thought,
A mere voice,
A mere urge,
A mere feeling.
You close your eyes,
And your gone.
The things that humans can accomplish is amazing and yet at the same time horrifying. As Stephen king wrote "Humans are the only animal that kills for lust" Think about it, is he so wrong? Giovanni Falcone once said "He who doesn't fear death dies only once." The message spoken by Giovanni took me a while to understand, yet I still understand what he means. He who doesn't fear death, lives his life how he wants to, he lives a life worth remembering, death will come to everyone, yet those who fear it, are already dead. Why do you fear some thing that will happen, it might be peaceful, it might be painful, but those last moments, will be one to remember. Thats the moment, when you wake up, and begin your true journey. You wake up, and realize why you were put on this earth, you wake up, and go some where. I don't know where that is, no one does, and whoever goes there, doesn't come back, but why be scared, you are scared of leaving someone? They'll be there one day, one day. Seneca said "The day which we fear as our last is but the birthday of eternity." That quote seems so, great to say. Like I said about a journey, you've died, now go on an adventure, and never look back!
Gone,
Yet smiling,
You blink one moment,
and your some where else
take a breath, and some one else is parished
Morn, and you're not doing anything
Smile and you'll live like nothing happened.
They tell us that suicide is the greatest piece of cowardice... that suicide is wrong; when it is quite obvious that there is nothing in the world to which every man has a more unassailable title than to his own life and person. ~Arthur Schopenhauer
A great person, a great mind, a great soul, a great friend was lost to suicide, and he was no coward, he was the bravest one of us all. He was, that to which was his choice, he was a true man, he will never be just a mere memory, he won't be forgotten as the coward boy to escaped the world. He will be remembered as the boy who chose to take an adventure, and a break of humanity and its cruel cilization. This of which I have chosen to write is for him, it will always be for him, this is the love which I have chosen to write to him, one last time. He has found his inner sanctum, and one day I hope to see him there, along with everyone that knew him, and I like a reunion, were we can all take a final adventure together, once and for all.
Nothing happened,
or is it your mind
keeping itself from tearing itself appart
hate and sorrow
love and happiness
are they so different?
I laugh, I smile, I cry, I sigh, I hate, I love I am who I am. I'll die one day, I'll live today. I might be around for tomorrow, maybe christmas, maybe march break maybe two years from now, maybe five, maybe I won't even be breathing by tomorrow. By the last thing that I wanted to write, is the next goddamn person I see messing up some one elses life adventure, I'll make sure your life is a living freaking hell, that is a sincere promise. I am a girl yes, but I am a human, an after all, humans kill maintly for lust.
Laugh one day
Cry another
Live today
Who really fucking knows when you'll die?
Who does? I don't you don't, I'll know when it happens.
Friday, December 23rd, 2011
Well its two days from christmas and right now I'm in school in the computer lab. This is my last day of school, period. I'm moving to a place I will not name, and going to a completely different school because its five and a half hours away from my house. So its sad to wave goodbye to basically everything I grew up loving, but its a new adventure I guess.
Tuesday, February 1th.2012 12:05am
To be honest I'm am utterly surprised my step dad hasn't woken up, but who really cares eh? Well school tomorrow and I can't wait... No that was sarcasm, I can. There really isn't a point to be writing now, so I suppose its best to just sign off and go do something else for the time being. Tata
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