DigimonTamer

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Sketchfu-ing since 06/04/2011 (user #220873)

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Obsession: Digimon TamersX3

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About DigimonTamer

Hi, welcome to my profile:3

Favorite animal: Any canine
Favorite colors: Black,Green,Purple,Gray
Favorite book: Maximum Ride (novel and manga) Warrior Cats (novel and manga)
Favorite movie: Hang over(1&2) Digimon Tamers: Runaway Locomon
Favorite song: Lollipop (1&2) by: 2ne1, Big Bang
Favorite Video Game: Call of Duty Black Ops: Zombie Mode, Left 4 Dead 2
Favorite anime: Digimon Tamers, Ouran host club, Hatalia, Rosario+Vampire, Wolfs Rain, Fruits Basket, Vampire Knight, Monster Rancher, Hellsing, Ginga Densetsu Weed, Disgaea, Karin the chibi vampire
Favorite things to do: Draw, Write and read fanfictions, listen to music, read, play RPG:3
Favorite anime pairings: (Digimon Tamers) Beelzemon and Renamon
Things to know about me: I am a nerd, I talk ALOT,
am OBESSED with Digimon Tamers
Note: Yes, I like Yaoi and Yuri at some points

My apps: http://sketchfu.com/app/66825-demon-lords-of-the-digital-world

Very Funny!X3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubPrz1s3AWQ

I take requests:3

Here is a little FanFiction with Renamon and Beelzemon so cuteX3 please READ:

"My Heart Will Go On"
Part 1

Every night in my dreams,

I see you.

I feel you.

That is how I know you.

Go on.

It always made her laugh when he wouldn't leave her alone. At first, it was rather annoying, but she grew to love his presence. He was the ever watchful angel, looking out for the one he cared for the most. Either as Impmon or Beelzemon, it mattered not. He was there. Whether she wanted him or not, he was there as if she needed him. He was her soldier, armed and ready to strike if the need should ever arise.

She saw him as a guardian now. Yeah, Impmon had been a total jerk when she had first met him, but she grew to genuinely care about him. Care turned to affection. That affection, unfortunately, had grown deeper when he was digivolved to Beelzemon. Renamon had wanted to help him, to get him out of that monster he was forced to become, but his power and pride made him blind to her true intentions. It wasn't long, after the D-Reaper situation, that the demon lord like Digimon invaded her thoughts and dreams. From her dreams to her heart, he was everything now, whether she liked it or not.

Far across the distance,

And spaces between us,

You have come to show you.

Go on.

"You can stop hiding" Renamon said one night when she was barely keeping herself under control.

"I could've a long time ago" Beelzemon answered, his voice rough as ever, but had a gentle tone.

"So why didn't you?".

"Didn't feel the need to. Why didn't you acknowledge me sooner if you already knew I was here?".

"I wanted to keep up your little game".

Near.

Far.

Wherever you are,

I believe that the heart does,

Go on.

"Who said anything about a game?" he asked.

"No one really. I just know how your mind works, Beelzemon".

"Really? Well then, can you tell me what I'm thinking?".

"Do I wish to know what you're thinking?".

"You have to answer that for yourself, toots. So answer your own question, then answer mine. And don't give me that confusing, prophesying crap. I hate that".

Renamon laughed. "I think you're thinking of me. In fact, I think you always think of me".

"You're good, foxy. Keep going. I may prove you a mind reader yet".

"Keep this up, and you won't get a word out of me".

Once more,

You open the door.

And you're here in my heart.

And my heart will,

Go on and on.

"Alright, I'll shut up" Beelzemon stopped talking.

Renamon thought a few minutes. Maybe he was thinking…romantic thoughts about her? It was difficult now for some strange reason. She couldn't get into his mind anymore. It was strange. She could when he was Impmon, but why not now? Then she found herself wondering if he could read her thoughts and know all about her.

"Are you a mind reader?" Renamon asked.

"Perhaps, perhaps not".

"Then can you tell me what I'm thinking?".

"I can tell you're thinking of me. I know you're thinking something you don't wanna share. But what the heck, do it anyway. I wanna know, foxy, what goes on in that head of yours".

Love can touch just one time,

And last for a lifetime.

And never let go 'til,

We're gone.

"You keep coming to me, Beelzemon, in dreams and thoughts" Renamon admitted, dipping her hand in a little pool of water.

"Well, I kinda already figured that, otherwise, you would've tried to kill me by now".

"Don't tempt me".

"Again, who said anything about tempting?".

"Don't play with me, Beelzemon! Why do you keep following me? And don't give me that protection crap, that won't work now!".

Love was when I loved you.

One true time.

I hold to,

In my life we'll always,

Go on.

"That's why I asked you to read my mind".

"I'd rather you told me. I wish to hear it straight from you".

"I don't know if you'll actually want that, foxy. The way I think is a little complicated".

"Try me".

He struggled to find the words to tell her what he was thinking. He didn't want her to be afraid of him, not that she was now. But still…he had feared this. He had challenged her, lost his grip, and now he was slipping, on the verge of falling actually.

"This is a little…difficult to say, but, I've found something better than what I was meant to be given".

Near.

Far.
wherever you are,

I believe that the heart does,

Go on.

"What is it?" Renamon asked.

He couldn't help but feel scared now. The big bad demon lord Digimon was afraid of something, and it was this fox, this vulpine goddess alone, who could strike such terror into him. But he had to answer, now or never.

"You".

"And what was it that you were meant to be given?".

"Nothing, except damnation perhaps".

Renamon faced him, turning her attention away from the pool. "Perhaps what you think is wrong. Maybe this is what you were meant to be given".

"Foxy, don't make this harder on me than it needs to be".

Once more,

You open the door.

And you're here in my heart and,

My heart will,

Go on and on.

Renamon took his hands. "It's not hard at all, Beelzemon. The only one making it difficult is you".

"I hate it when you're right, you know that? I just can't stand it".

She smiled brightly, knowingly, at him. "But that's what keeps you so interested, isn't it?".

"Maybe, I think it's everything about you. Renamon, I gotta know something really bad before it makes me sick".

"And what might that be?".

He freed his hands from her hold and drew her closer to him.

"Do you love me…or not?".

You're here.

There's nothing I fear.

And I know that my heart will,

Go on.

Renamon had expected that, but never to hear it from him directly. It was the most wanted question she had wanted to hear from him. Now that she got her wish, how was she to respond?

"I don't know. But…do you love me?".

Beelzemon took one of her hands, freeing the fox for a minute, and clasped it over his heart, slamming in his ribcage.

"What do you think, Foxy?".

She looked up at him, not sure what to say or think. She had wanted this, it was everything she'd hoped it'd be. But how to respond? She just didn't know. There was only one way to find out.

We'll stay,

Forever this way.

You are safe in my heart and,

My heart will go on and on.

She kissed him, quite passionately, like she had in her dreams. Everything flooded out of her. Her legs suddenly got weak, and she found herself supported up by Beelzemon as he lifted her up and soon they were off the ground, upheld in the air by his wings. They stopped when they were several feet up and they were surrounded by a clear starry sky.

"You do love me, don't you?' he asked her.

Renamon put her head to his shoulder, just wanting to stay there forever, just like that.

"I do, Beelzemon. Believe me, I do".

And that's how a guardian became a lover, how a goddess came to love a demon.

(I did not write this)
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4981938/1/My_Heart_Will_Go_On

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"If I Never Knew You"
Part 2

If I never knew you,

If I never felt this love,

I would have no inkling of,

How precious life can be.

She could read his mind now…again. Beelzemon had tried to keep her out of his thoughts, but it was difficult and it only grew more and more difficult. Like her, he never could get her out of his head. He was crazy for her, so to speak. But he maintained himself, thank God for that.

One issue with her always led to another, and sometimes, he hated that. But he knew if he never knew her, he'd still be that miserable, power hungry son of a gun he was before. Ever since that night she admitted she loved him, something had changed. Not just in her, but in himself.

And If I never held you,

I would never have a clue,

How at last I'd find in you,

The missing part of me.

She was his missing piece. Power and stuff no longer mattered. All that mattered now was her. He would do anything to please her. Terriermon had called him desperate, and his partner laughed so hard milk came out of his nose. At first, yeah, no one could believe Beelzemon's crazy plan to make the fox his, but he didn't care. He believed in himself. That was all that mattered now.

Yeah, he was crazy. So what? You aren't? Seriously, would you be crazy if you found yourself in love with the one person who confused you one minute, loved you death the next, and then just flat out wanted to kill you?

In this world so full of fear,

Full of rage and lies,

I can see the truth so clear,

In your eyes,

So dry your eyes.

He saw everything now with her eyes. It was a wonderful thing, to be truthful. She was the best thing to ever happen to him. She may have confused him, hated him even, but it didn't matter. He loved her and was bent on protecting her. He was everywhere nowadays. Anywhere she went, he went too. It was all so perfect, and it was so right.

It was never meant to be that way, and he knew it. He didn't deserve her, no one did. But he had been given this…salvation, this angel was placed right at his feet. It was a shame that he hadn't seen it before. But, it was better late than never. At least he found his feelings when he did.

And I'm so grateful to you.

I'd have lived my whole life through,

Lost forever.

If I never knew you.

He was grateful to her. She helped him rediscover what he had lost, what he had forgotten. Beelzemon had been so caught up in his anger, loneliness, and envy to remember what he once loved. Of course, now that it was all back, he hadn't wanted it to go to waste. That was how he came to decide to protect Renamon. He'd meet her again that night hopefully.

"Good luck with that" he thought to himself, "She needs to know every detail of your thoughts. Okay, maybe not every detail, but enough of them for her to see the real you".

If I never knew you,

I'd be safe but half as real.

Never knowing I could feel,

A love so strong and true.

Renamon made her way outside to the park to meet him, only to find that he had come to her. Being the faithful guardian…well, he was there now.

"You're early" she noted.

"We've established that. Wanna go?".

She nodded. "Yeah".

Beelzemon picked her up and carried her to the park, flying the way there. Thank God she wasn't afraid of heights. He was so protective with her, so gentle at the same time. Sometimes it confused her, but she loved that.

I'm so grateful to you.

I'd have lived my whole life through.

Lost forever,

If I never knew you.

The two landed in the park by the little pond. It was the perfect night, once again. Beelzemon put his arms around Renamon's waist and put his head on her shoulder.

"I missed you" he whispered it, like it was a secret, "I always do whenever I'm away".

"Why don't you really tell me what's on your mind, Beelzemon? Or is the big bad Demon Lord afraid again?".

"I wasn't scared the other night!".

"Don't give me that! You know you were!".

I thought our love would be so beautiful,

Somehow we'd make the whole world bright.

"Alright, I'll be honest, you scared me a little, but not that much".

"You're horrible liar, you know that?" Renamon told him.

"Yeah, I know, but so are you".

"Shut up".

I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong,

All they'd leave us with were these whispers in the night.

But still my heart is singing,

We were right.

It was a simple time, really. They skipped rocks on the pond, told jokes, kissed, and laughed. But these kinds of moments…they were precious to him. He needed this, all of it. He still felt a little guilty about what he had become back in the Digital World. He truly, desperately, needed this.

"I've been thinking, Foxy".

"What?" Renamon cuddled close to him.

"Well, I've thinking of what my life would be like if I never met you".

"And?".

"I think I'd be the most miserable jerk in the world. I think I'm catching on. I'd rather be weak and happy than be strong and miserable".

If I never knew you.

If I never felt this love.

I would have no inkling of

How precious life can be.

"It takes someone really brave to admit something like that, Beelzemon. I'm glad you've come to realize this".

"But that's not all. I'd be so lonely, miserable, a jerk…I'd be driven to insanity".

"You practically were".

"Don't remind me".

"Beelzemon, I've been thinking about that too. I think I'd be miserable too. Granted I have Rika, but it just wouldn't always be enough. Despite my independence, I've always dreamed of having a knight in shining armor".

There's no moment I regret.

Since the moment that we met.

If our time has gone too fast,

I've lived at last.

"You just didn't expect it to be me".

"Yeah…You were such a dork when I first met you, but you're the dork I've come to love".

"Amazingly. Renamon…I know, at least I think I know, that I'll never be worthy of someone as pure of heart as you. To think that I thought about hurting you-".

"Don't worry, Beelzemon. It's all in the past".

"But it still keeps coming up. The past may be over, but the scars Renamon, they hurt just as bad as they did back then".

I thought our love would be so beautiful,

Somehow we'd make the whole world bright.

I thought our love would be so beautiful,

We'd turn the darkness into light.

Renamon turned into him so her face was pressed close to his. "Then let me heal them, please?".

She grabbed his chin lightly so that he could face her. "Beelzemon, you've been looking for something to live for. Let me be that something".

"Oh Foxy…" he couldn't believe it. For once, he had been rendered speechless.

The dam in his mind broke, and for the first time in a long time, Beelzemon cried. He was happy about what he had been given, but hurt still for not telling her sooner. Renamon leaned up against a nearby tree and let Beelzemon put his head in her lap while she brushed a soothing hand through his light hair.

And still my heart is singing,

We were right, we were right.

And if I never knew you,

I'd have lived my whole life through…

"Shhh, I'm here for you. I'll always be here for you, love".

"Me too" he managed, "I hate crying, especially in front of you".

"It's okay, I like it when you show emotion. Just know this" she kissed his head, "I love you, and nothing will ever change that".

"Thank you. I love you too, Renamon".

They kissed lightly and Beelzemon went back to her lap. He didn't want this to end, it was too precious to end. All of it was.

"Love" he thought, "It's the most precious thing ever".

Empty as the sky.

Never knowing why.

Lost forever.

If I never knew you.

They would be miserable without each other. Life would be terrible for him…if he never knew her. Life would be empty…if she never met him.

(I didn't not write this)
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4984064/1/If_I_Never_Knew_You

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"In The Life Of Beelzemon
part 1

The aura was peaceful, Digimon and humans (even Rika joined them- Jeri almost started crying) where playing in the park- the settled with a game of grounders. Beelzemon took a seat on a large rock near the play-structure.
“Since I got here you haven’t taken your pretty blue eyes off me, Renamon.” He said, looking over his shoulder.
“And who said I was looking at you?” Renamon replied, walking over to him- she stopped when she stood beside him. He shrugged, never taking his green eyes off her. “Exactly” She said, smirk growing.
“Shut it chatty.” He said, half-heartily. Renamon ‘hm’ed and sat down beside him on the rock.
They were the only two that weren’t playing; they were too busy stealing glances at each other. They both blushed when they caught the other staring.
“You where staring.” Beelzemon said, smirking.
“So were you.” She answered.
Beelzemon’s smirk grew, “Ya caught me.” He raised his hands in a ‘I give’ style.
Even now Beelzemon had the biggest crush on her, he was borderline ‘in love’ with her. But, he was a demon and she was… she was a goddess in fur. She would never feel anything for him but disgust and pity. A pity friendship- that’s what he thought was the reason she called him a ‘friend’, but he was happy with that.
Renamon was thinking of stuff quite similar to Beelzemon, but also very different at the same time. “He’s changed. He’s…” her eyes traveled his body. “He is- dare I say- handsome, and happy.” She thought, her gaze traveled to his head. “Just what goes on in that head of your’s?” she thought.
Beelzemon turned to her, “What’cha looking at?” he asked. Renamon blushed and turned away from him, she didn’t say anything to him. Beelzemon smiled, “I told you.”

(did not write this)
http://6crimson6blood6.deviantart.com/gallery/?offset=48#/d2acj1m

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