"OKAY. HEART ATTACK CENTRAL HERE. So- I was and still am a Senior in High School. Meaning? I was meant to graduate this year- But didn't. Not enough credits. Personal issues sorta fucked up my classes most of my High School career. So next year I'll be finishing up via home school with the help of a tutor. Hopes are, I'll be done by mid year. At the end of first semester. Also hoping to get into college right away so I can play catch up. But that all aside...
Here. Let me put it simply. Ever since the end of the school year just over a week ago, everyone around me expects me to be graduated. Imagine that! I used to be a very good student, grade wise. So it's hard to tell them I didn't. And why. More problematic than that is all the 'congratulation' I'm getting. Especially this most recent one.
Today, my mother handed me a thick card that came for me in the mail. She was already stating the obvious as she passed me it. 'Looks like someone didn't get the news yet.' It was sort of hard to miss, what with the celebration themed stickers on the front and the who it was from and who it was to. Some old family friends who had a son my age. Also graduated this year. Or more, only he did. Point is, we knew what it was. I figured I'd open it anyways. So I did. I glanced at the front passively and then opened the card, expecting some sort of jingle to it since it was so thick. It just had to be one of those sound cards I hate so much.
But as I opened it, i slammed it shut again, as fast as possible. And not because of the music. No. That was the least of my concerns. Hell, there actually hadn't even been any! But... All I could do was look to my mom, stunned and, well, pretty damned guilty. Panicked really. I told her I couldn't read it. I couldn't. I mean. What was inside was too much! Of course, my mom didn't know yet and thought I was reacting funny. So I handed it to her and told her to look.
Expecting it was the words on it that was bothering me, she took the time to read the front of the card, unlike me. Though I told her not to bother and to just open it. She did. And immediately slammed it shut again. The look on her face told me she had had the same thought I did upon opening it. I mean. Who wouldn't. After all...
When old family friends more near your grandmother's age get in contact and are nice enough to send you a card to congratulate you on graduating, that enough should make things awkward. But when those same family friends send you a hundred dollar bill in your card? And even write a personal message in pen within the same card? What do you do? How do you react? I didn't graduate. How do you return such a card? Such a gift? One they sent as a reward. One you didn't earn. That... was probably the most awkward and uncomfortable gift of all. I would really rather go see an adult film my dad who still can't accept I'm already 18 than what came in that card. Just sayin'...
Yeah- Hadda change some words to make this SF safe. uxu;;"
"Heyy! long time no see SF! And sad timing too. Seems the site is hitting some rough seas, eh? Well, seeing as I'm never on but still live online, that means Blissy has been lurking about in other places. Care to add me on a few? Don't forget to let me know who you are and how you got my info! I'm wary of creepers. [/shott]
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