Oh Lisa, thank you for talking to me and you know that you can any time. Like I said, I know i am waiting on borrowed time here with both of my parents and I am an only child so it will be very difficult. We had to make that same decision with my hubbys mom, she had alzheimers for many yrs then was in the nursing home for 7 yrs and then got weaker and had to have the feeding tube, showed no signs of life at all, we finally took her off life support too. it is a something so terrible to do, so i understand completely all the feelings. Please give yourself time to heal and understand that it might take a very long time. But reaching out to others helps so please do so whenever you can. Perhaps you can draw a picture for her, it might help you heal. I tend to draw many pictures to get feelings out or for tributes or fro closure. We have a close friend here whose husband died suddenly and she never had a memorial for him. I could never wrap my head around it until i drew a picture on youdraw, showing her and her 2 daughters tossing his ashes to the wind, which is what they did. Anyhow, I feel for you sweet friend and am here. I am not around as much as i used to be, just in the middle of tons of stuff and not too organized I am afraid. But i try to look in once a week or so now and hope to draw more too. *major hugs Lisa*
lisamm
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