Oldie?! Hmpf. ;)
Yeah, I'm ok. Sanne says hi :D
Don't wanna draw here anymore. Waste of energy. I'd rather invest in drawing on paper; it's solid and won't be deleted if Sketchfu comes to an end, which I expect to come sooner or later.
I'm sure it's still cosey here, but I'm through with Sketchfu.
I will visit every now and then to check up with my bestie here, but c'est tout. Because you of all people here have a place in my heart. Because you still check me out every now and then! You're a good friend.
Just wanted to spit that out, I'm sorry.

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Hey kiddo, hope you're doing well. I like the hair, makes your blue eyes come pop out!

;)
Is that picture of you?
:)
Hey girlie!! I hope you did too ^^
I know we did. Miss you too, kiddo.
I'm not here so much due to private stuff. I'm sorry. I hope you're doing ok.

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I'm good thanks <3 what have you been up to?
You're welcome :) How are you?
hi there!
No worries! Just don't drive yourself crazy overthinking things! We're all in the same boat there.

I'm not a psychologist, so I can't help you in any way, but I can relate =)
Tired of me you have every right to be, but I by no means implied it was a phase. Phase means it will naturally end on its own. It won't. Hasn't ended for me, many, many years later now! But emotional stability and learning to cope, THAT is something you learn along the way.

Actually fixing things... As you said, that's ze true issue. You want something changed, but change is tough. And scary, usually. One wishes that things change on their own. A miracle kind of! I used to know a person who I put all my trust and hopes in, thought she would magically make stuff go away.

But in ze end, you only answer to yourself!